looking for a reason, roaming through the night to find my place in this world...

funny how that song keeps popping up in my head. Where did we come from? where are we headed? these are the questions that haunt us, the questions that haunt me... torment me without answers. i look back and see a past i can't forget, and look ahead to a future i cannot see. who am i? why am i here? is there a purpose to my life? This vicious cycle repeats itself over and over in my head. i stare into the mirror only to see a stranger looking back at me. sometimes i wonder how things would have turned out had i not been born. i keep coming up with the same answer. heh...