hmmmm... i think i have abandonment issues. that, or i need a cell phone...

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh.......

I finally found it! you know that feeling after finally scratching that itch? yeah, that's it. sometimes i get obsessed with things, and i start to worry that i might have obsessive compulsive disorder. this time, it was this one song... lately i've been on a music listening binge, listening to a bunch of oldschool(can't beleive it's been that long already) stuff from the mid 90's. for the past couple months on and off, i've been looking for this one song by the sneaker pimps, spin spin sugar. the problem was, there are like 20 different versions of the song, and they aren't clearly labeled either. plus, i couldn't quite remember how it sounded either. but i found you, you little @#$%^&*!!!! I feel so much better now. now if i could only find that old nintendo power final fantsy quide...

looking for a reason, roaming through the night to find my place in this world...

funny how that song keeps popping up in my head. Where did we come from? where are we headed? these are the questions that haunt us, the questions that haunt me... torment me without answers. i look back and see a past i can't forget, and look ahead to a future i cannot see. who am i? why am i here? is there a purpose to my life? This vicious cycle repeats itself over and over in my head. i stare into the mirror only to see a stranger looking back at me. sometimes i wonder how things would have turned out had i not been born. i keep coming up with the same answer. heh...